ACCOUNT OF MY DAYS

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SPECULATION
the possession of life...


TO COUNT FOR WHAT
eyes scrape the borderland of no...


WHERE I AM/HAVE BEEN
our decisions are so small...


VIEW OF EARTH FROM MY HOUSE
stars out a light breeze...


MY FIRST LANGUAGE
alive in this time...


10/20/97
steadily consuming the purple-sweetness...


POSTCARD
I write to you from...


HERE
the beast and the waves...


LYRIC
moving through the dark...


APPLICATION
please send more poems...


IN THE DARK
friends the dark as much as you...


FOOTNOTE TO IN THE DARK
those who disappeared while still alive...


NOVEMBER
cold weather settles me...


WITHOUT CLOTHES
the right temperature for singing...


TO THE ASIAN MARKETS
we can be proud of our success...


3/1/98
the sunday walk a path...


REFUSAL TO MAKE MUSIC
I have lost my ears the silence is so large in them...


WEDNESDAY MORNING
with the sudden cold...


MY WINDOW
wonderful day...


untitled
sun flees we pursue...


MY WISHES
steady hand...


ON HIS WORK
bright from the roots...


THE LAST TIME I WAS AT YOUR HOUSE
while I snorted and rolled over...


untitled
sun's careful stroking breaks the frost...


untitled
there were some the wind dried some...


untitled
sun slant the wind dies moist...


FOLLOWING
the laws of migration over the ground...


HOW IT HAS BEEN
half dark or near dark...


THE TASK
There is a god or goddess for first ...


THINGS THAT ARE AND ARE NOT POEMS
things that kill us...


FRAGMENT
Doesn't. And complies again, removes the robe, there is the soft...


DREAMED OF MY EX-WIFE
We were selling a house back to the couple we had bought it from....


GRUMBLE
no other life has been given me...


11/1/98
the world sleeps...


THEFT OF A LINE FROM LALIC
a weight of fire brought home...


untitled
in another dream a pickled man...


AFTER HOURS
red flare west through the trees...


WHERE I STAND WITH HIM
a gift of storms bursts open...


DANCE OF LOVE
I couldn't touch the dancers' radiance...


DECEIVED MYSELF THINKING
of a poetry only...

Listen!


EAST


East, innocence, enormous, a blush over half the sky.  Now that
we know the dryness of Death, does our knowledge have anything
left over for us?  Like a nectarine hidden in the tangled sha-
dows at the bottom of a ridge where everyone told us we would
come, dust-mouthed and anxious.  Death sits down to the table
with Fun, eating for those of us who wish to starve.  Shadows in
my head cool my thoughts down to their remnants, a useful char-
coal.  I am happy to serve Death dessert and to paint his toe-
nails afterwards. A heavy truck flies by me on the highway, its
rear end says East but it is headed the other way, a mystery, I
don't know the answer.  I wish my delirium had trousers it could
wear to go out in public without provoking comment, I wish the
police would add sheet to sheet till the paper evidence covered
it with discretion.  My bones are flutes all playing at once, my
record shows that I keep acting the way I've been acting without
raising dust.  Listen, the Devil is sad that his bids have fallen
so low and still no takers--they all say they can get it cheaper
on the Internet, and there he is standing out by the highway,
saying OK then, how about some lemonade? But no one believes in
it anymore.  The stars cough as they whirl, and I hold my breath
awhile then give it to the East so the sun can be blown a little
higher.  If it was up to me and my weak needs, I would stumble,
but Death is my companion, and he and his distant cousin Fun hold
me up to save me from falling to the Devil, who never gives up--
that's why they call him stupid and won't pick up the phone when
he calls.