WE HAVE TO PROCEED CAUTIOUSLY no one else must ever know what passes between us or how it is done it is a room which when we are in it we can be reckless if we choose all one knows must ever be kept to oneself and to one other selected far more carefully than one could choose to be oneself if you take my meaning though how can anything be taken from anyone while you have chosen to be so cautious and so lacking in trust which attitude I applaud as it mimics mine of barely trusting anyone let alone you whom I hardly know and haven't yet told anything I wouldn't tell a stranger