ACCOUNT OF MY DAYS

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untitled
some words last longer...


THEORETICAL
just read the words...


AN ACCOUNT
it wasn't as if any...


THE NIGHT OF THE BIG STORM
the neighbor boy with candles...


untitled
day that hesitates...


9/4/94
morning the flowers...


LUCK
of birds to have wings...


MEMORY
noon the infinite...


9/1/94
eulogy strains those heads...


HOW TO
ceremonies must be long...


A MAN OF WAR
rises through the air...


TALE
midnight pours out his heart...


TITLE NO TITLE
if your hand...


I'LL TRY AGAIN
it chases me...


24 HOURS
night as a cistern...


NOTICING
how to be literal as a last gasp...


LOOKOUT
looking out from a window in the treetops...


RETURN
in someone's house or in a barn...


MY WALK
being secret and smart...


ONGOING
that rush rush...


MONEY WORRIES
dreaming of an owl...


MABLE MCKIBBEN RENSBERGER
grandmother of underground places...


untitled
memory bled...


PAGE TORN FROM THE BOOK OF MEMORY
where it is flat the wind...


APOSTROHE
moon bone bright I...


untitled
for luck a fire...


EXAMPLES
slipped on the carpet at the turn of the stairs...


GIVE ME JUST A MINUTE
The room blurs. I can't think....


TELLING ABOUT
argument with my shadow...


DOCTORS MISUNDERSTAND
blue circles approaching my eyes...


HERE'S AN IDEA
what about...


COLDER WIND
everything is...


BEING TOLD GOODBYE
I am in the limited area...


MY LETTERS
continuator of hieroglyphs...


HELP ME
this poetry has grown too heavy...


RETURN THE FAVOR
doc buzzard in your cart...


SURVEYOR'S DREAM
to keep all the directions...


SEEN FROM A DISTANCE
the poems he has forgotten...


TRAVEL
atlas of devastation...


WE SING
day...


AS I SLEEP
I am blind stumbling...


PRACTICE WITH MY EYES
a hero of waiting...


WORDS I CANNOT UNDERSTAND
bad traffic on the way to...


CHANGE IN THE WEATHER
the wailing stops...


WHAT WILL I WRITE ON THE LAST PAGE
blank paper stares at me...

THE SPILL


I.

we can talk about the spill
we can view it
some can breathe it
the hole it comes out of
is the outlet for human desire
which not only takes
but makes the thing it takes
and here has made
its dark cloud blossom
and drift where the seas go
around the world and through it

II.

in the marshes the wind
moving at night carried the cries
of those who hunted those who fled
those who feasted those who loved
to the ears of a man by his hut
this year had been good--if all years
could be so good!--
there inside in a corner
a jar of grain a jar of oil
we can move our fortunes
on these waters to the cities
our cities will be made of our dreams

there will never be a bad year
the children will all be fat
we will have so much
it will cost us nothing when we carry
the goods to the center
to spill a little for the gods
for them to keep spending on us

the marsh is quiet the man nods
from his peace of mind he can dream
of more and where that leads
exists only in his dreams for now
though some of it can spill 
into tomorrow
so when his hands are scraped 
raw by the hoe handle
and his  back is a twisted fire
the fragrance of the dream
hangs in the noonday
and to keep himself going
he can breathe it