ACCOUNT OF MY DAYS

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BE DIGITAL
and believe what falls between your fingers...


DAYLIGHT FARM SUPPLY
wet lawns along the river...


ASKING FOR HELP
the one I want...


BYE BYE
to be commanded to sit down...


HEAVEN AND HELL
Understand me: I was the boy...


MY FACE IN THE MIRROR
what have you done...


MESSAGE
there is a line...


ALERT
televangelists and...


ANNOUNCEMENT
the modern boat is sinking!...


NO MISTAKES
understand me: I am the musician...


FINDING
my eyes if I should lose them...


LOVE POEM
sh! the poet is sleeping...


AFTER
the crowd without its beggar...


AGAINST IMMORTALITY
I don't want to live forever...


ADJUST
At last the flow of water has changed:...


PROTESTANT MEMORY
to keep myself from crying...


DOWNPOUR
the cats come in...


RELIGIOUS SCENE
on the wall of the steakhouse...


ON MY CARPET
he calls it his...


APPEAL
your honors...


SONG OF CONFESSION
my heart a poisoned well...


DRIVING
the black femur...


INTERSECTION
the corner of lost memory...


FIRST COLD DAY
in the back yard...


THEFT OF A LINE FROM SIMIC
dark night...


EXAMINATION
reading the heart's...


ABSURD
to say...


NEVER COMPLETE
bowing like a long-necked bird...


AS HE SHIFTS THEM
In the back pew of...


untitled
this poetry...


END OF THE EIGHTIES
the story takes...


12/31/91
outside in...


IN A CAR
we're in California...


MORNING INCIDENT
Getting up to let the cat in I felt myself growing weak,...


untitled
you wiped out...


4/3/92
a dream...


FAILING TO RECOGNIZE
even as it occurred...


ROCK PAINTING
the dance I did...


REFUSING TO UNDERSTAND
what comes from the dog's mouth...


NIGHTWORK
the secret government...


ODE TO THE FRIENDS OF POETRY
the friends of poetry...


LOCATION
rights and privileges...


SENSE OF AN ENDING
the last breath I...

Listen!


EAST


East, innocence, enormous, a blush over half the sky.  Now that
we know the dryness of Death, does our knowledge have anything
left over for us?  Like a nectarine hidden in the tangled sha-
dows at the bottom of a ridge where everyone told us we would
come, dust-mouthed and anxious.  Death sits down to the table
with Fun, eating for those of us who wish to starve.  Shadows in
my head cool my thoughts down to their remnants, a useful char-
coal.  I am happy to serve Death dessert and to paint his toe-
nails afterwards. A heavy truck flies by me on the highway, its
rear end says East but it is headed the other way, a mystery, I
don't know the answer.  I wish my delirium had trousers it could
wear to go out in public without provoking comment, I wish the
police would add sheet to sheet till the paper evidence covered
it with discretion.  My bones are flutes all playing at once, my
record shows that I keep acting the way I've been acting without
raising dust.  Listen, the Devil is sad that his bids have fallen
so low and still no takers--they all say they can get it cheaper
on the Internet, and there he is standing out by the highway,
saying OK then, how about some lemonade? But no one believes in
it anymore.  The stars cough as they whirl, and I hold my breath
awhile then give it to the East so the sun can be blown a little
higher.  If it was up to me and my weak needs, I would stumble,
but Death is my companion, and he and his distant cousin Fun hold
me up to save me from falling to the Devil, who never gives up--
that's why they call him stupid and won't pick up the phone when
he calls.